Soul Searching (continued)

I am growing in the Lord now but still do not feel comfortable returning to Magic.  A lot has happened in my life since my last post.  My life is crazy even without a job.  Finding time to play and make posts may prove to be impossible once I manage to land a job.  Also, I fear I will be in the same boat I left several months ago if I get back into the game.  Being consumed by Magic and gaming is something I need to avoid, particularly during this phase in my life.  I will keep people posted, however.